Postcards

Send me a postcard I said,
to the brave new world,
to see what you see,
and be part of your journey.

What seemed like a confluence,
turned out to be conjecture,
let's chat by the sea, nevertheless,
water under the bridge.

One may say no more,
the euphoria of these postcards will always remain.
Beneath my diary, my words,
your postcards, your picture worth a thousand words. 

...

The one carried you, with care when you first arrived,
now 6 shoulders and a veil of white carry you out...
Silence has befallen, a lot had to be said it seems,
a lot was not answered or asked...

The tug, push, pull and what might have exploded,
that now it has wretched,
not just my mind or my heart,
my soul is twisted

Often times all smiles are not heartfelt
that sparkle on your eyes,
mimed the misery you hid so well...
The curve of your lips was not known upside down

Oh please let gravity pull you
back to me,
the space beyond clouds are too far for me,
come back to me,
gone too soon, gone too far, gone forever...

Castle in the Sky

Sometimes when you burn the bridge,
You set your cities on fire.
Just to live in the skyscraper
away from the ashes of loss.

The solitude of the moving castle
a symbiosis of the morose state.
The secrets are in the whispers
and so are the truth.

Oh well I have found clarity
in the voices inside my head.
To have our stars never cross,
I direct my compass to the colder north.

Sometimes two nice people are not meant to be
friends, confidants or more.
To trace back the step in the sand,
much like walking on burning lava of my burning city.

Book

I started with the chapter fresh as new,
seeing and then reading you.
Illustrations gravitated, acknowledgments given, 
I imagined your words and thoughts.

Everything that happens to you,
I write in your book.
Your smiles and eyes,
hardest ever to describe.

And like those seasons,
the changes so subtle, so beautiful.
Few years apart, the hue, the texture,
another verse, a new revelation.

And then you were a story in the making,
honest were certain encounters.
Conversation, contradictions, contemptuous,
my narrations insignificant and erronous.

So here we have an unruly moment where
I do not wish to read anymore.
And perhaps, you, my dear are no book
decidedly just a chapter in mine.

word wondering

For the matters of heart,
somethings spark like a firefly,
and although they bring pure joy,
the sight and feelings are almost always shortlived.

Painted

There was the floating yellow with the smile
under the sky blue, meadow green
soon the rivers of ivory glossed
over the  hugging sunset warm orange

the beauty of the grey
and the moon white
the black shadow of two,
hands held welcomed the golden dawn together.

the smell of the lavender
the skin brown, the lips pink.
Red the emotion, the passion
turned into bruises of purple

A whiplash violet cried of thunder
a lost thread of crimson, silence then followed.
Lost are you in those dark days, silver is those linings.
Ombre the new day follows such are the colors of life.

Paper

To those selling love in paper postcards with bow tie,
those papercuts run deep into the soul. One rides on the thought of the paper plane, crumbled on the hit of a storm. Those paper boats we made, in our thoughts, we sailed the world. Now there are shredded pieces,
much like us, with no coherent words. A paper asking for validation,
a paper demanded separation. A proof of life,
another of death.

Words apparently meant nothing unless on paper.
The papers were always greener on the other side,
the one you left, your goodbyes on a letter,
burn into ashes, all those memories, all your papers.